Woke up at 3pm today. Haha :D okay, thats late. Aku tido macam Sleeping Beauty lahhhh sey. Hoho. Im like rotting at home again. No one asked me out. Goshhh, yet im broke ): Fcuk lahh. Tomorrow, im going school to get my resuts on which school im posted to. Then, after that Dewi wants to meet me. Tk tau if jadi or not. If tk, im going escape or, out with mommy. Im dying to buy skinnies lah, bodo. Grrr! Right now, im not talking to Yantao. He was actually joking with me bout the was trying to make me not talk to him. Then, i said lah, oh nk sangat lah if i never talk to him. he just laugh then i kept quite. I changed my personal msg a minute after. I said, 'I ain't talking to you'. A few minutes after he said 'He was just joking. But, at last it happens'. After that, i talked to him lahh. Then he nk banyak bunyik! Dah bagos tuu aku bobal. Blahh3, after that i didint talk to him again. I put at my pm, 'I aint joking.' Biarkan dier :p Aku evil babe. Actually, im just jokinggg :D how evil can i be? Im damn bored right now. Goshhh! Ending it here, Takecare ayee!

Did nothing much today. Slacked at home the whole day. Though it was my birthday. Been answering calls from dearest ones wishing Happy Birthday. & I got tunts of comments! Gosh. The ones that are not replied, im really sorry. At night, went to buy birthday cake. Yummey! Hoho :D I was thinking, what to buy for a present? Wanted Nike slippers. But, its damn hard to find. Fcuk -.-'' Other than that, im thinking of skinny jeans plus crumpler. Daddy's gonna buy me crumpler. Mmommy's buying me skinny jeans tomorrow. So, yeah. Text Hafiqal earlier to thanks him for the wish. Cause he asked Sulastri to pass the msg. & I have no idea why he didn't told me straight. Texted him so, we talked. I even apologized for everything. Bout the misunderstandings. So now, we're okay. Im happy with that-
Gosh, Im missing Elly, Dewi, Amira, Yantao, Kambeng, Khai, Adam & many moreee! Meet Ally soon ayee :D

Starbucks!

Dear Blog (:
Its 5am right now & my eyes are still wide open. God Damn, first time sia i stay up late but didnt felt sleepy at all. Haha :D Chatting with Dearest Dewi right now. Dewi & Ellybaybe is real mad right now. Cause of the Bear Siow's pit that day. Actually, Bear Siow purposely didnt want to invite Dewi & Elly. I have no idea why lah. I feel like telling, but i dont want the issue to get worst. Cause, im suppose to keep my mouth shut! I feel guilty sak towards Dewi. She's my bestfriend anyway. Heeeelp me, what am i suppose to do now? Now, Elly baybe wants to sound Bear Siow. Ahh, whatever lah. Serve Bear Xiow right for not inviting them. Biler susah, tau nk carik Elly. Part senang, semue buat bodoh jeq. When it comes to cigarettes, pandai korang carik Elly. Fcuked up sia prangai. Im not suppose to tell Bear Siow that Elly nk sound them. Aku orang tengah lagik lah siaaaal ! Aku give - up ahh. Korang brani buat, brani tanggong ahh. Whee- Tomorrow's my big big daaaaay! Can wait. The sad thing, Dearest Dewi just knew that 17 dec is my big day ); Soon, meeting her & Dearest Ain- EvaCinnamonLips :D Cant Waaaait! This, i better not tell Kambeng, I swear she's gonna get fcuked up. I dont know why lah, kambeng hates Dewi & Elly real bad. To me, they're okay. Though I ain't close with Elly. Frankly, Kambeng changed when she started to be close with Licious. Seriously. Like, they way she talk, the people she mix with. I dont feel good bout her. But, what can i do? Its her life, up to her lah. I care no more. She talks to me like so kurang ajar. & The way she talk is like dolly. She's not being her ownself, i know. Why cant she be her original one? Doesn't mean you need to change just for Licious Family. & Oh yeah, she pierced at her lips. Wtf sakk. Okay, whatever! I dont care at all. Its her life, let her be. She'll realize one day, i hope.

I dedicate this song sincerely to, Muhammad Khairuddin.
& How I wished you knew. I Swear I Love Only You <3>
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

Labels: For you Baby.